A few minutes of brutal honesty
No one likes a Debbie Downer, but I have to do some confessing, or I might just go crazy.
I'm sad/mad/exhausted with life today. Here are some of the reasons why:
* Pay cut= do more work with less appreciation and more criticism for less money. I really hate that. Say goodbye to vacation plans, say goodbye to anything fun. Paying bills is gonna be a challenge. I guess I should just be happy I have a job, but I positively hate it at this precise moment (10:51 a.m., Mountain Daylight Time).
* My crazy body= It hurts all the time, but not in a good way that comes from working out, because I haven't slept well in weeks, and I haven't gone to the gym since last Wednesday. I'm making myself go tonight. My skin is terrible, and I look awful in my clothes. I am tempted to shave my head because my hair is just a disaster. And because I can't afford to go anywhere, it really wouldn't matter if I were bald.
* My family thinking I'm a failure for not being married. Pretty self-explanatory. I'm ok with being single, but it would be much easier if my family didn't talk about it ALL the time.
Can I just crawl into a hole for a little bit until this all blows over?
posted by Rachel @ 9:48 AM
3 Comments
3 Comments:
Sure!! I have been diggin a rather big one!! plenty of room to share.
Hope it gets better.We miss ya like crazy!!!
this too shall pass... meanwhile try to create some beautiful moments for yourself and forget everyone else
yuck for pay cuts!!!! I am sorry!!! How are your toesies? I know that you just said you have a pay cut and paying bills is going to be harder...but I am contemplating going to the nail salon to get my nails done tomorrow afternoon/morning/if I find time and thought hey! maybe rachel needs a relaxation break! =) Wish I could do hair cause I would do yours for you!!! I have a friend who works at Cabo salon who, if you mention that I sent you, would give you a discount....but I am not sure how big of one....she is an amazing hair dresser and love that I can just tell her, "Cathi, do something pretty with it cause I am frustrated!!! i just need help!" and she is basically a magician!!! Any ways I am just trying to tell you that I love ya and hope all will be better! don't forget to Bubble bath tonight!! =) love ya, mean it!
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